Jack Will Out

    by Ajay M. Narayanan




    I can see, can't you,

    the porcelain glint
    of the splint of the trellis
    holding clay leaves up to light

    peeping, waiting its turn?
    Denouement biding the while
    in occipital caves
    to debauch in the sun?

    Learning idioms, aged six,

    I stood on the bench, pilloried
    for daring to snicker
    at one of those preppy kids,
    of model behaviour,
    who jumped out of his skin
    for some silly reason
    in my English reader.

    I am reconciled now
    that one day Jack will out
    in just that manner
    and, brazen
    dance naked by the river.

    The facade pulverized

    to sate the infinitesimal pangs
    of swarms of mustard bellies
    and teeming micro tummies,

    and dispersed
    as lazy snowdrift veils,
    alto-cumulus spirit sails,
    and wind-harried ash trails,
    to wander,

    He will out.

    To feel spiders amble

    slinging silky titillations
    up his flayed spinal stairs,

    for the mimosa to shy
    in the shelter of his eye,

    for another goat footed imp-
    to fashion of his limbs
    new flutes for a new pursuit,

    grinning Jack, happy Jack
    will out.