Murderous Music
by Anneliese Wagner
Chicory Blue Press, 1995; 36 pages; paper, $7.95.
Reviewed by June Owens
he sixth and the latest in the Crimson Edge Chapbook Series of
Chicory Blue Press--a series admirably "established to support and
encourage older women writers"--is Anneliese Wagner's Murderous Music. A
handsomely designed and printed digest-size book, it contains sixteen
poems, one prose poem and a fine seven-page prose Afterword. Every one of
her offerings is a revelation, working equally well in book form or as a
separate piece.
In Murderous Music, there is nothing experimental or remote.
Wagner writes what it means and what it meant to be a Jewess, a refugee of
Nazi Germany's cruelties. Interestingly enough, her actual memories of
child-life in Germany, and later in New York, were "wiped out", she says,
"until about age thirteen". Her writing "brings to light what was meant to
be lost". The creative process for her was a sort of auto-hypnosis and we
are fortunate that she was her own willing subject. Wagner writes at times
from a wide, tolerant perspective: "writing is an uncovering", at times
about others from a perplexed anger: "For years I forgot/to think of your
1,390 days in the mud-floor/barracks for 60 women, daily cabbage leaf/
floating in foul water, bread too hard/ for false teeth, nor your 1,390
nights under/ one frayed blanket, bugs devouring you."
When a book begins, "We will get rid of the Jews, Hitler says/and
my parents hear him. They can/ hope it will blow over. Or send me off/ on
a Kindertransport and make a suicide pact," it has our attention. Wagner
refuses to let up on the tension of the emotional push-and-pull: we are at
its mercy. And a good thing that is, too, because there will never be
enough said, sung written or documented on film that will cleanse the
world, the Jewish people of their ghost, the Holocaust.
Floating above the requiem of Murderous Music ("For three days
jammed into the cattle/train to Auschwitz,/ imploring God to let you die,
did He?"), there is an anthem of hope and endurance: ". . . wait/as in the
grave for nerves/ to lie down, the dark to grow/ thin as gauze, the door/
to dreams to unlatch and/ for a time/ be a bear in its lair,/ roll in the
humus of living." It is a psalm, part pardon, part repudiation.
Toward the final pages, the prose poem, "Brown Shirt," is, on the
surface, a calm coming together of past with present; but, beneath, is an
unwritten message. It blows between Wagner's lines like human ashes and
chill the marrow, chill the soul: "It/ used to be safe, the old man said,
to walk in the forest."
We cannot, must not ignore Anneliese Wagner's Murderous Music, her
short book of brave, noble words. Readers will come away from them
enlightened, enriched and, I like to think, better persons than we were.
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